Dakeshimete Anata

I think I'm sick, but I dont know for sure. I'm guessing a fever, been feeling really weak, of late. Everything seems to bleak at the moment, and I'm rendered helpless at these things. I feel so overwhelmed somehow and my home is no longer a refuge. Yet, I dont feel well enough to actually go out for a day of fun with my friends without being reminded of events that have happened. Feels like I've lost the motivation I once had to do the things I'd love to do. Everyday, passing it by, just surviving. Hoping, I guess that Things would be better in the future. I'm sure, waiting will be worth it all.

Micro Bio's tomorrow... Dont Think I've the determination to go on... Well, tomorrow, me, sam and maybe JJ are going to peninsula. Hopefully, we'd so something fun. JJ wants to buy strings, Sam's getting something for Kris. I Dont know what i'm going for. HAHAHA. ah...

we'd see how it goes. Haha..



I miss you...